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My name is Suzy. My first guide dog was Mirage, she retired to Mari in February 2013. Pilgrim is my second guide dog. We are graduates of Guide Dogs for the Blind.I have a progressive degenerative genetic eye condition called Retinitis Pigmentosa and I see as if through a keyhole. I am thankful for my remaining eyesight. I appreciate the companionship and mobility Mirage and Pilgrim bring to my life.

Saturday, May 05, 2012

Bikram Yoga

How many others are laying on the floor, In a clammy sweat, phone in hand, ready to speed dial 911?
Sometimes I exaggerate.
It did cross my mind:)
I am home from a Bikram Yoga class. I went because i had nothing planned for tonight and i want to experience the insanity that comes with a full moon. I am not disappointed!
Twenty six poses are performed in a room heated to 105 degrees with the humidity at 40%. The scripted class takes 90 minutes. No one walked out.
Interestingly i was able to practice compassion while breathing and moving in response to Mary Ellen's directions. I like the mental work as much as the rest! Teacher says, "don't follow your Heart, train your heart."
As a yoga teacher i was glad i knew to modify the poses:)
I am in limbo; very chilled and hot too. Mentally and physically fatigued. . . . .waiting to become clear as to any direction.
I am not hungry and to think i set the table for one. I do know if I were invited out , right now, i would say no thank you:) I'm good ( just laying here on the floor, sweating:)
My dog ran to the laundry room ready to be fed and now after half hour she has settled to contemplate me curiously: and eye to eye!
The good news is the studio is celebrating it's two year anniversary so a ten spot buys two weeks of unlimited classes. I am not inclined. But i am wondering how my physical body would transform by a 14 day commitment. I like to say I can do anything for two minutes... And another two and two sit ups and two minute savasana. . . You see?
Ninety minutes goes quickly when i stay present.
The question persists, " Will I return?"
Ah, yes Mirage:)

2 comments:

Becky said...

Sounds amazing. Have wanted to try Bikram!

Kauaiart said...

Dear Becky: I would be interested in your response. I have googled 'bikram + blindness'looking for other's comments. Once the artificial flourescent lights came on, everything seems to flicker in my eyes. So I closed them. Then I found it challenging to hold the standing balance poses. I was happy I wasn't ejected when I rested and modified the standing series to seated poses.
And to think I have nine more days to return. She said the sooner the better :`/ Grimace.
Love, Suzy